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The number one down side to my new schedule is I miss bartley...

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I haven't been reporting and I haven't really been putting any effort into my weight management the last several weeks. To be honest after I hurt my back on my birthday it all stopped being fun. However I had noticed that my jeans are fitting awfully lose the last few days, so today I braved the reality of the scale and it said 261 ... so some how I have lost another 5 lbs from the point I stopped caring. (and apparently all of it in my ass) Go me! I guess this means I am re-starting 100 push ups today, and see if I can keep at it this time.

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I am not sure how this happened but somehow I gained 12 hours today. So Thursday I went to take a nap at 8 pm for an hour and half before I went out, and remember looking at the clock at some point and it saying 12:00 so I was all well guess I over slept might as well keep oversleeping. I then wake up at what I thought was 11 am. did some house work and went back to bed at 5 to take a 2 hour nap before I went out Friday night at 9 pm. I woke up at 6pm and then meatpie tells me that it is 7:30 AM! .... WTF! well I guess this means I need breakfast tacos

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I haven't had much to report. I am still working, paying bills (except I forgot to pay rent till today; that late fee will teach me but good!) attempting to pay off people I owe money to, if you re on the list don't worry I'll get to you .. eventually.

Some news on the job front, not sure if it is good or bad. I'll be moving to 2nd shift next week. So the good news is I'll be able to go out and enjoy life more. the bad news is I'll be able to go out and spend money enjoying life. Also this just makes me like my job a little bit more making it that much harder for me to continue to look for a new job. I think last week I sent out all of 2 resumes.

The dog is still a mess, tho she has grown back a lot of coat so looks less like a fall out victim I answered a craigslist ad regarding a woman wanting to re-home her Neapolitan Mastiff but thankfully I came to my senses and didn't pull the trigger on that. I really miss my big lug, and I really like having a pack of dogs. but now is not the time to take on more responsibility and expense.

I am not happy. I don't know why, I stopped watching what I eat and haven't really exercised since I hurt my back 2 weeks ago. I need to fix that. but I lack motivation. I should be happy with what I have and where I am at, happy but striving for better. Right that's how Americans are suppose to be right? I am not, I don't like where I am have no idea where I want to go, or a clue on how to get there. I am starting to understand those guys that get married and have their wives make all the choices it's not that they are spineless they are just unaware of what they want. I lack focus? is that what it is? I don't know anymore, and sadly it seems I care less a bit more every day. as it stands by the time I get everyone paid off, I may just move and reinvent myself maybe if I don't have a past I can have a future? ... shrug this got far to self introspective for LJ, so I am just going to stop now.

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I did something to my back on Wednesday, and here it is Saturday and it is still hurting. because of this I have punked out on doing push-ups the last several days. Maybe tomorrow but today I just want to lay down.

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I had a great time last night with my friends We drank, we laughed, and the coolest amongst our group wore hats!

and then I came home all drunkly and then this ... Collapse )

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After yesterdays technical failure, I decided to redo day # on the 100 push-up chart. I must say the human body is a strange sack of water and goo. I Won't say I breezed through it as it was work and there was grunting, but I did it in the set/times listed. So I celebrate ? sure ... with a breakfast taco :( I am a week week man I am.

In other non-pushing on the carpet news I went shopping and think I got almost two weeks worth of grub for 40 bucks ... please don't ask what I am eating for the next two weeks it is mildly embarrassing.

I have a fucking Saturday off, and I work 2pm-10pm Sunday then back to 10pm-6am Monday so yeah for all intents I have a weekend off and no plans this I feel calls for some serious drinking. Last weekend was fun and all but man nothing ruins a great drunk like a responsibility late with a double shot of adrenaline (wow a coffee reference from me who woulda thought)

(PS. pie if you apologize I will punch you ... hard )

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Most of you know I tend to avoid web comics.
but this made me chuckleCollapse )

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.... yet

100 push-ups day 3 just about killed me, the last 3 sets got broken up into about 7 sets my only saving grace is I wasn't taking a full 2 minutes tween sets. I don't think I am anywhere near ready to move on to week two and will most likely repeat day 3 2 or 3 more times. was this a memberably hard day for anyone else?

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Today has been about extremes for some reason. I ate more than normal even after the bloat fest that was this weekend. I slept more than normal (had to fight to stay awake at work and failed a few times)

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